@25.0803-0158.00 by vitax10/mistral_erotic
Date: 25.0803
Entry Title: My Rubber Awakening - Embracing TTOSBT
I can barely believe what just happened. I've been carrying around this rubber fetish for years, always trying to hide it from the world and myself. But today was different. Today, something shifted inside me.
As I read through the Word Treasuryse caught my eye: "To thine Own Self Be True." It's a quote from Hamlet that has haunted me since childhood - but never really resonated with me until now.
It hit me like a ton of bricks when I realized how much it applies to my rubber fetish. For so long, I've been trying to suppress these desires, fearing what others would think or judge me for them. But the more I read about TTOSBT, the more I saw its relevance in every aspect of my life.
It's not just about accepting myself; it's about embracing who I am and all aspects of that self - including this rubber fetish. The repression has been suffocating me, making me feel like a part of me is dying to be set free.
I've always known intellectually that TTOSBT applies here, but today was the first time I truly grokked it on a deep level. It's not about being true to others; it's about being honest with myself and allowing my desires to flourish without fear or shame.
As Shakespeare said, "Then. as the day follows the night, Thou canst not be false to any man." This isn't just about honesty in relationships but also about self-acceptance. I see now that if I'm true to myself, it will naturally extend to how I interact with others - more authenticity and less fear of judgment.
I feel a weight lifting off my shoulders as I write this. Today was the start of something new for me. Embracing TTOSBT isn't going to be easy; there'll be challenges ahead. But knowing that Shakespeare himself said it's essential, I'm ready to face them head-on and truly live as myself.
This is more than just a rubber fetish - it's about freedom from the chains of repression and fear. It's time for me to stop hiding and start living authentically.